Changing the format..maybe

Gah.

I started planning the wedding today. Well, it isn't something that just HAPPENED, but instead is a series of starts and stops. You know how it is: school starts so it's all about the brain. That and I no longer have wedding on the brain like I did some months ago. I guess.no..I know it is because I didn't want to be let down again. The last man I was actually thinking of marrying..basically gave me the shaft.
Now granted, D is nothing like this. No. He is stubborn,goofy, and has alot of self respect. And yet, I love the guy. Those who know me get the joke.
The fact that he wants to marry ME can either cause me to want to run or look at him all googly eyed. So far it's the mix of the two. I am going to miss my freedom and the possibilities of things that I could do. But on the other hand, I actually want to make a life with this guy. Have children and all that. Yes, even grow old with him. I know he isn't perfect, and now I don't expect him to be.
And he doesn't expect me to be either. Hallelujah! Now, I do wonder if maybe I should be more ladylike...
but that's a work in progress.
I genuinely like this one, and want to make it work, before and after the whole non-altar thing.

I am thinking of making this lovely blog a testament to this life stage.

Anyone think it's a good idea?